I admit I am not very strong physically and I keep looking at my weights saying I will get into a strength training routine. The last few weeks have been very HOT, 105+ farenheit, 99+ inside my house and remember no air conditioning. A visitor was here for a few days staying with some nationals nearby and he texted me “y’all are tough out there.”
Well, most days I definitely do not feel tough. Honestly, I can be a wimp and this heat has been exhausting. However, after living here 7 1/2 years I have learned a few things and I am constantly learning more and more. Fans (hand fans, small battery operated fans, clothing used to fan yourself, solar ceiling fans or solar bedside fans) are a lifesaver when it is this hot. Naps are essential to life in West Africa, no one does much between 3-5 pm. Sometimes taking the car with air conditioning instead of walking somewhere is the right call. There is no need for hot water, the sun warms the pipes and a cool refreshing shower before bed really helps you sleep. Accomplishing even one seemingly small thing each day is something to be proud of.
Most importantly I am learning there is great strength in my great weakness. When I let go and fully depend on God, He is my strength. When I am weary and worn out, He is my strength. When I don’t know what to say or do, He is my strength. So, am I tough? I guess I have my moments, but it all comes out of dependence on the Lord and reminding myself of His promises and His call to serve here.